Panic Attack

I was freaking out so badly when someone told me "what if you can't talk to that friend anymore?" so it felt like a panic attack, which is like asfixiating yourself.

Trying to make time go slower...

Trying to control: impatience, drama, obsessiveness, overthinking...

See through you...

(I) See through you...

Very piercing words.

This is becoming a series.

After love...

Some moments I was living some time ago, putting them into images did help to get through them.

I’m still wondering how to colour them, this are just rough ones.

Friends. (The most important till now)

Relapse. (Turns out so difficult to go back to control after relapsing)

Feels like my heart is being squeezed. (Ever felt love pain physically?)