Panic Attack

I was freaking out so badly when someone told me "what if you can't talk to that friend anymore?" so it felt like a panic attack, which is like asfixiating yourself.

Trying to make time go slower...

Trying to control: impatience, drama, obsessiveness, overthinking...

See through you...

(I) See through you...

Very piercing words.

This is becoming a series.

After love...

Some moments I was living some time ago, putting them into images did help to get through them.

I’m still wondering how to colour them, this are just rough ones.

Friends. (The most important till now)

Relapse. (Turns out so difficult to go back to control after relapsing)

Feels like my heart is being squeezed. (Ever felt love pain physically?)

Thoughts for a story?

Hell's demon just had a dream... a dream where a red sun died in a red blood sea, where everything turned from life to death.
The demon thought, what if I dreamt of a place with no anger and no joy, how would it be? would it be good? would good exist at all? how can good, joy and happiness exist if there's no anger nor sadness?
There's people who live in anger, who live in sadness, who barely know what happy is. Would it be paradise to them? would it be at least better? or would they end up making that kind of world into a sad and blue place? would they become creators or gods for being able to make those feelings exist?
Is it at least possible that those feelings would feel the same as we feel them now? would they be different but very similar?...
What does the red sun mean?...

Art for Blackmago

  A box I did for Blackmago's contest (that link will lead you to the details).

My idea was to tell what happened after Blackmago was able to capture the Obbscura inside a Pandora like box with the help of his friends. If you see this and want to give constructive criticism, I'm more than happy to read it :)

If you're curious, I used an empty habanos' box with temperas and a gold marker (I haven't barnished it yet, I'm trying to get a spray one to not damage the temperas :P )

I forgot to tell...

...If someone is reading, that I got rid of that curse like 1 or 2 weeks after posting the previous entry hehe.
Might have been I was really busy with lots of work.

Have a nice day.

I should post more and more interesting things too... hmm